to the point of no return

i have another movie to look forward to (: i forgot marie antoinette's coming out soon. i mean like my fav historic icon + kirsten dunst = much love. hahaha. there's this thing abt kirsten dunst i just love and identify with, she changes with each character she takes on but there's always something in her eyes. that look of wild abandon. to run free. that would really be a dream come true.

i'm just pushing forward, blindly and forcefully. i cannot take the time to look at the damage i'm causing to myself. it would hurt too much, and make everything the pain a reality. i can't have anything to do with them now. cos they'll only push me off the proverbial ledge.

i feel i'm letting so many ppl down. broken promises. unanswered messages.

i think i'm the only one who cries when i hear 'do you hear the people sing'. not cos of the song, but of what memories it brings back.

i miss watching all the lovely foreign movies with screw (:

everything is building up in me. like behind a dam, ready to burst forward. i'm feeling for everything that's lost, everything that's passed and cannot be taken back.

: the point of no return :: phantom of the opera :
smirks.
someone mentioned to me my playlist looks like an electrochemistry eqn -.- too much studying i tell you.